I Forget That God Is Everywhere

I forgot.

I forget that every moment is God's and I have a choice to believe that. I get so caught up in the future, in the past, my current distress and the things I think I need.I don't eat my cereal with thankfulness, I eat it mindlessly.

I forgot again.

I forget that my relationship with God is always changing; growing and pulling. I convince myself that I should be doing that, or that, or acting like this. I then get stuck, sit and...

I forgot once more.

I forget that my God is simple. I run into the world everyday;  it hurts, it's annoying and it's angry! It's not empathy I feel it's apathy.

Then, of course I forgot.

 I forget that God is everywhere.My mind, the past, the future, people and this world are always sabotaging truths. I need to remember to close my eyes more and feel God's kindness. He is so good! I waste to many moments. I need to live those moments and enjoy it! Because that Joy is what will heal me and that Joy is what is molding me. I have to see it everywhere, I just have too. Because if I don't...

I will forget.