In My Distraction

I know that my life is changing and that their are many things that God is "trying" to show me. Recently, I have had only two forms of motivation; anxiety, which has no motivation or crazy on fire, to do a project or craft. Sadly, that are both extremes and both keep me distracted from actually doing something more important. Also, in this state of mind it's easy to pray for others and see their flaw instead of spending my own quality time with God and being humbled by the reality of my own flaws. It is so easy in a time of change or struggle to almost do everything you can to not really look at reality and be completely distracted. In my distraction it is easy to life day-by-day. But what is not easy but the best thing, is living with God day-by-day.

We all have our distractions or only do the things we are motivated to do. I forget how much I need Him to help me sometime with the little things and not just the big things. I don't mind folding laundry but loath putting it away, as silly as it sounds God loves that I need His strength to put the cloths away. I know I feel loved when I am needed and God feels loved too, to be needed by me. Distractions are great tests of our faith.  We can either be distracted or ask him for the strength to just do it! We can either be distracted by others flaws or ask God for His strength to face our own.

Today I choose to not be distracted!